- Ms. Gomez! -

yea, i have a new addiction
SELENA GOMEZ is the virus
spreading all over my mind. haha!

korang tgk die adorable kan?
lagu² die sume aku bleh layan.
yg single terbaru 'Who Says'
inspiring giler lorh.
orang yg xcute da syok sdiri sume. hehe!
(tmasuk la ngn aku)
teng teng teng~

mengisi mase² lapang, edit template.
and guess wut? sume nye selena gomez! hahaha.

hurmmm... pkir nk edit letak sape plak pasni... *wink*

+ Annual Dinner +

So!
hidup aku da tungang terbalik bile Madam Rossa gtaw, aku kne jadi Master of Ceremony utk annual dinner nanti. lam ati neh da berdebar tahap gaban sbb aku risau, aku xreti ckp KL ni. haha. tp tersudut jauh lam ati aku, ada excitement sbb aku mmg suke jd MC ni, tahap gaban! hehe.
maklumla, suke dok kat centre of attention. lalala~

aku ade 1 isu.
aku gtaw da madam yg aku xley ckp KL ni.
alhamdulillah. die bg aku speaks in english.
jocker, merangkak partner aku (mmg dak KL jati) akn ckp bm.
ade la versatiliti di situ.
pape pown, preparation ckit je.
byk lg nk kne discuss ngn madam n jocker.

Dress!
aku xpkai la dress. nnt bleh pnyepak free lak ngn ayah aku. huhu.
mini kurong or jubah je la.
sempoi² nnt xcun plak kan sbb jocker tu mmg dressing kaw². adoiyai.
mask blom bli lg neh. aku xminat la event cmni tp bile dpt jd MC, agak excited nk pegi!
cant wait!

tataw la~

bile perasaan diluahkan, masalah segera menjengah.
bile kite cuba berterus terang, terus diintai salah faham.

Aku da blur~

Camtu kot...

Hurrmm...
En. Nestum da bosan kot ngan aku.
Yela, aku asek msg die je.
Die cakap nk msg tgh ari nanti sbb ade keje ngn mak sdare die.
Tp aku nmpk die on9 fb je.
Tataw la ntah2 wat keje smbil on9 kot.

Terkilan jgk la sbb die bese nye gtaw sume kat aku. huhu.
Mungkin camni kot kedaan nye bile die da start keje kat sne.
Mungkin die da jarang gtaw sume kat aku.. kan?

Pape pun, aku tetap syg die.
Aku akn ade ngn die.
Bagi die masa tok diri die sdiri sblum die srabot ngan aku.
Miss him terribly. :(

once UPON a time...

Bosan2 tunggu En. Nestum jalan sane sini kat Mid Valley, aku belek2 la printer baru yg ayah angkut dr pc FAIR aritu. Rupe2 nye ade 3 function, fotostat, scan, print..
Tup2, tertimbul la idea bernas nk scan gmbr2 lame zaman kuno.. hehe..

Aku scan agak banyak pastu upload lam Facebook.
Sepupu, adek bradik aku sume gelak bile dpt gmbr2 tu. hiks!
Da kusyuk sgt scan gmbar, aku lupe lak pasai Earth Hour. So, terlepas suda.. huhuhu...

Da tersengih2 plak tgk gmbr2 tu sume..
Ade gaks gmbr zaman aku rabun.. aduiyai.. lucu speks tu..
Alhamdulillah aku da xrabun cm dlu da.
Thanks to my mum.. =]

Ngntok suda.
Penat xwat pape.
Tido~

Small Heart

Translation : Kecik Hati. hahaha =]

Aku tase ati giler ah ngan En. Nestum arini, aku tawu la die xnak pluang pkerjaan tu tp skurang²nye hargaila cket an. Aku ni prihatin la jgk hal ehwal pakwe aku, tup² die respon camtu. Agak kecik ati la gak an.

Tapi xpela, die pown dok bratus kilometer dr aku, gado² pown xgune, makin tambah rindu ni ha~
Aku biarkan je la. Lgpun mmg die xnk kan. huhu.

Jum ah mkn meggi! sejuk² ujan ni besh gaks lyn megi. =]

+ 2nd Day +

26 of march '11

Aku da hepi tahap gaban mamalia afrika selatan sbb semalam En. Nestum cakap nak balik malam ni. Da prepare neh, pikir nak dating bile die balik nnt. hehehe.
Arini die stay kat umah mak sdare die kat shah alam.
Sian die xmakan kua td. :(

Alhamdulillah die slamat sampai, makan smpai kenyang la. haha.
Aku tanye da bli kew tiket bas utk mlm ni, and guess what? Die cakap balik malam esk lak.
UwaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
Sedey la camneh, makin rindu suda.
Takpela, try pikir positif, die bukan g mane² pown. Dok umh sdare die jew.

Imagine gaks kadang² kalo die btl² da keje saner, aku caner la nnt ek? hurmm~

+ 1st Day +

25th of march '11

Alhamdulillah En. Nestum da selamat sampai kul 5pg td.
Die stay kat umah kak die kat Klang, kul 9pg plak bergegas g interview, sian die xsempat tido.
Sweet plak bile die msg "B da bjaya yg!", syukurla interview die tu ok. Die pown berpuas hati. hehe. Start la die ganti tido yg xcukup tu.

So, tiap² jam aku penuhi ngan aktiviti yg agak membosankan.
Bile die da bangun, tangan xlekang dari fon sbb dok sms ngan die, hehe. Bile da jauh, ase rindu sgt.. huhuhu.

Aktiviti die jalan² kat Carefour ngn family Akak die. Aku plak dok saje jew kat umh, lyn kepala.
Bosan je ase, xde pape nk buat.
Nak g hostel MALAS, nak blaja masak tp bahan xde.
Nak cuci moto MALAS. hiks~

+ The Day +

24th of march '11

Petang tu sempat jumpe, kua jalan², mkn².
Temankan die pi bli slua slack, meround kat kbmall xjumpe saiz, pi billion pown xde saiz, last² pi Mydin Mall baru jumpe saiz die. ahaks! Maklumla, En. Nestum ni Slim~

Pastu g umah Kak Yie, anto barang Akoapez then blah g makan ngan Bai, Nik.
Balik hostel, sempat lagi die pesan, jage diri elok². Kua gaks airmate sposen dua, tapi sempat la cover. Ahaks!
Aku xsuke die dok jauh², KL plak tu. hurmm.
Tapi xpela, die g sbb nak keje kan?
Ermm.. So die da berjaya lepas interview. Pasni, tnggu jwpn la plak.
Aku doakan supaye die dapat keje tu. Da takdir aku berjauhan ngn die nk wat caner kan? T_T

Inspiring quote

Alihkan pandangan matamu ke arah LAUT, airnya cantik membiru dan penuh dengan ketenangan. Tetapi hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahui rahsia di dalamnya. Begitu juga dengan kehidupan manusia, riang dan ketawa tetapi hanya Allah yang mengetahui rahsia kehidupannya. Jika rasa kecewa, alihkan pandanganmu ke arah SUNGAI, airnya tetap mengalir biarpun berjuta batu yang menghalangnya. Dan jika rasa sedih,alihkan pandanganmu ke arah LANGIT, sedarlah dan sentiasa ingatlah bahawa Allah sentiasa bersamamu.

http://akuislam.com/blog/renungan/ujian-daripada-allah/

Kebenaran itu.

Besh bace entries dari blog neh.
http://akuislam.com/blog/

ade gak artikel yg meremang bulu roma. huhu.

MODE : READING.

Menimbulkan kesedaran dari kebenaran itu. Keinsafan dari kecelaan diri sendiri.
Subhanallah.

- Friendster -

Da cuaks layan facebook.
Signed in lam Friendster plop! ahaks!
Walaupun function xsame cam facebook, beh gaks conquer mende neh.
Da lame xlayan~

Balik hostel, jum!!!

Cam hepi plak tajuk. aiseyh..
Petang neh balik hostel, siapkan resume en Nestum pastu kua makan2..
Esk mule la kegiatan yg paling aku malas nak layan, Group assignment. FUN?

Siti ngan Qaira da pack2 dok hostel, cam excited pown ade minah bdua ni.
Buat Pj's party pown besh bile da kumpol ramai2 kan? ahaks!
en Nestum ckp kul 5 nak kuor.
Ngak tawu la nk p mane.
Nak suh die banje makan nasik sup belut. Perghhh! da lame ngidam neh!

And yea, I'm not lookin' forward about this weekend.
benci group eseimen sbb bkn wat keje sgt, NGUMPAT je byk. adeiii...
Last2 aku ngan Siti je kot yg siapkan sume. Boring.
Kalo camni elok suh aku je buat, xpayah ssh payah aku bazirkan masa dok sane.

Anyways, packin' up my stuffs. Headin' out to Pasir Pekan. Daa~

Utusan Malaysia Online - Dalam Negeri

Utusan Malaysia Online - Dalam Negeri

Telefon bimbit boleyh merosakkan sperma. aiseyh~

- Sume orang pown buat -

Belek blog tu, nampak lawa, trus nak tiru, adoiyai~
Belek blog ni, kreatif tu!! nk buat cmtuh gaks. ades~
Tgk blog yg tu, cute nye!!!! nk edit2 tp hancus!

Skang aku da xkesa neh, blog aku odoh dimare korg kew x, lantak ler.
Bg aku simple la besh. (sbb aku xkreatif) hiks!
So, I'd like to say "Wateva!"

AlaaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaa!

Penat, lame giler aku tunggu, bleyh plak die g lepak kedai makan.
Aku tunggu die on9 punye ler lame.
Cramp bontot ni ha!
Call2, ckp nk g kdai mkn dlu. huRmmmmmmmmmm~
Macam besh je kan prasaan neyh!

+ Header Lagih! +

Da bosan sgt neh, edit2 gambo bt header.
Tgk ha, bapok beso.
Tapi kalo view ngan mozilla laen cket, IE pown lg laen. ahaks!
Pape pown, gune yg neh dlu ler. Wakakaka.

Demam Avril da datang alik.
Wah. rindu KISAH lalu~
Sambil tunggu Aby on9, edit2 gambo dlu ler. =]

- Lukisan Aby -

Ini SUPRISE yang En.Nestum suh aku tunggu 2 hari. hahaha.
Aku bukan orang yg penyabar, aku xske suprise2 neh.
Pandai die lukis potrait aku. Nampak tembam. hehe.
Sweet la. Mekasih Aby! =]

Arini dating kat mcD KB lepas bape jam xjumpe. huhu.
Tgk die bdiri depan 7E tu, tdetik lam ati aku "ensem nye pakwe aku ni". Bangga jap. haha
Makan2 sampai agak kenyang, pastu balik.
Sempat lagik aku bagi die simpan cincin aku.
SAje je bagi die pakai sbb aku nak die slalu ingt aku wpun die pegi mane2 tanpa aku.

Aku xsangka ler die lukiskan potrait ni.
Tharu ngat ase.
Mekasih utk Aby sbb bahagiakan Ayg. Love you owez!
(maap la reader blog, entry kali neh jiwunk cket sbb da lme xjmpe En.Nestum ni) hehe.

I had a great day. GRATEFUL.

saya nak kete.

Cuaca membrona lagik.
bile Musim ujan lebat neh, banyak kali jgk ler aku terponteng kelas.
Maklumla, aku neh ngn moto.
Sbb tu aku nak kete!!!!
ahak, koya ler.
Lesen pown xde, nak kete.
Try mtk ngn ayah, nak nye bekok dahi aku neh kne ketuk. huhu.

adei, arap cuaca gini xberlarutan la eks...
kalo x, tersimpul elok surat cinta dr lecturer ade ditangan aku.
tak nak ler 1st time dpt warning letter...

Smayang hajat neh, supaya matahari muncul. =]

Breaking point

I told him how I felt when he didn't listen, he forgot and when he doesnt respond.
And now, I promise to myself not to share anymore.
Because, he thought that I wanna pick a fight. =]

I cried. But I dont want to. The tears just kept pouring down. hahaha!

I remember the day that I was talking to him, in his car, sharing about my days, I looked at him, he sat there, driving the car, focusing on the road.
I kept talking and talking, but I stopped when his friend called. Guess what, he didnt ask me to continue or ask anything about what I just said. Then I just stopped talking and staring at the scenery I passed by.

He asked me why am I being so quiet? I said nothing. I guess he doesnt even remember what I was sharing about. =]

It happened few times before. But today, when he forgot about something that I already told him, I had a meltdown. But I'm okay! Seriously, I just dont know why the tears keeps pouring. hahahahahahahha!

And today, I've promised myself, not to share anything anymore. Its not really that important.
Maybe I talked a lot. Maybe hes not interested.

And maybe, I'm the only one who is in love.
Yeah, maybe. =]

* OH! Header *

Ahaks!
Ntah ler nape arini rase syok sediri plak. huhuhu.
Beso je header da mcm banner.
muke² aku plak. wahahahahhaha

Lantar ler. PUAS ATI!!!

Ekah - 2

(this is the symbol of his heart, which he gave it to me, for me to keep it)

(this is his art of us)

(this is an art from an amazing artist, Azharuddin a.k.a Toinie, which is my ex)

(Azrul draw this for me using his drawing touchpad with a sensor pen. I forgot what he called it)

(Azrul made a vector of me!)



btw, FIY, I am totally over my Ex's. Because I have Mr. Nestum whom I care so much about.
I post it 'cause I found it in my photobucket account. huhuhu. Its an awesome feeling to take a look at these again.

Ekah

This video was made by Azrul (my ex), I love it so much 'cause he is so talented and I admit it, this is awesome!!

Can u?

Will you be my listener?
Or a shoulder for me to lean on?
Respond to every details I share?
Or to laugh with me even its not funny?

Will you ever think of me in your every steps?
Or to figure out a way to help me when I'm in need?
Will you be my bestfriend and a lover at the same time?
Pamper me when I turned the other way?

Will you notice if I'm hurt when you seems like you didnt care?
Treat me like a queen for awhile?

Or maybe I'm just asking too much out of you.
But, can you at least listen to what I'm babbling about?
And dont just be quiet and wait until I'm finished?

Yes, perhaps I'm asking too much.

Cyber freak!

I got a week off after the teribble news from college. So, I've been sitting on my butt, doin' nothin' for 6days. The boredom starts to running up, so I've explored my long lost account. Twitter, Myspace, Tagged. Its been so excited to look back to my old status posts. ahak!
In fact, hilarious!! hahaha.

The mood came back to me in posting new entry on my blog.

The week off is pretty much, BORING 'cause I can't really go out. Its been raining for days and days. Even my laundry is getting sucks 'cause it seems like never gonna DRY!!!

I can't go out hangin' out with my friends due to the rainy days. Siti, Qaira went back to their hometown. So, basically, the holiday is just full of eatin' activities.

Mr. Nestum was like "Go jog! you're putting more weights day by day"
and I was like "Okaaay DAD~"

But, I never go jog. hahaha.

So, thats it, the BORING holiday continues~