* BFF *

22nd of February 2011.



And this is the day when we (Mr and Mrs Nestum) decided to celebrate Fiza's 20th Birthday! Mr. Nestum is being over-generous spending it on that day. hehe. Love ya Aby! Thanks! =]

(PEACE!!! keep on stuffin' our stomach!)

("We" are havin' such a great time eatin' until we ignored each others. haha! Sorry Aby)

(Pose for the camera dear! Charlie's Angel!! haha)

(You CANT make me pose like a lady. lalalala~)

(The cake, bought by Chibowl. nice! Lovin' it!!)

(Spoiling the B-Day Girl. *wink!)

(Nice shot Aby! PEACE!!)

(Aby is like talking to his friends all the time. Blaaahhh²)

(Whats wit the weapons you guys!! ish! They're havin' a blast, I guess)

(Headin' back home. Aby is paying the bills, dont wanna be in there! hahaha)

BTW, We had a great time eatin', sharin' and foolin' around. hehe. We definitely do this again next year or maybe on my birthday! hehehe. I'm glad Fiza loved it. You're my dearest bestfriend for almost 10 years. Love ya!! =]

Coping.

I don't know where to start.
But he is totally different.
It didn't feels rite anymore.
It all started when he asked me out, I told him that I can't 'cause I wanna spend my precious moments with my precious sister.

It was on Friday.
Amy nak pegi UUM on Saturday night.
Dia cakap "kalo gitu jumpe bulan depan je" , I said "kite jumpe esk la, lps anta Amy", dia cakap die nak repair moto member lak. I said xpela, ade keje kan.
Then the best part, die cancel repair moto, sbb ade football match.

Skang aku paham la kedudukan aku lam priority die.
Tapi bile aku cakap layanla benda yg penting dulu, die marah.
Salah ea aku luah cmtu? Patot pendam je ek? Hurm...
Sepatotnye aku pendam je demi jage ati die.

Aku tak ske die marah² sbb die bkn jenis yang senang nek angin.
Last die cakap "mmg ayg xkn fhm aby, aby xkn dpt fhm ayg"..
Lepas few days ago die berubah, kuar jgk ayat ni dari die.

Aku da try kurangkan kontek die.
Aku ckp xnk ggu ble die ngan mmber².
Aku ckp aku xnk ggu die ngh repair moto.
Aku ckp kalo de pape, gtaw aku sbb aku akan tetap ade tuk die kalo die perlukan aku.

Aku slh cakap ke?
Aku xpatot try ubah ke utk keselesaan die?
Bile aku kurangkan, die ckp die xnak cmtu..
Skang die ckp aku xpaham die.

I don't know what else I should do.
I'm coping with the situation.
Situation where I'm unsure where I'm standing.

I've decided not to contact him until he does.
I'll try harder to understands him.
I'll shut up whenever he say something unpleasant.
I'll just sit here waiting for him to be the way he used to be.
I'll just...... wait.

+ Sister's Night ouT +

I've been craving ChimChum like for almost a month, I guess.

Mr. Nestum didn't take me there.
Devastating~

BUT..........
Tonight, my precious sister treat me.
Having fun with her and she bought me a sling bag. Hehe.


We had a quick and meaningful stop at Tesco. hehe~


(The hidden "eager" feeling to find a bag)



(Starts to looking around, for "The Bag")



(A quick peek for posing with dearest sistah) (^,-)



(Aha! Spot this two adorable bag. But which one to choose???)



(This one? Its okay~ Too girly for me)




(Auuwww. This one is soooooooo ME)




p/s : I sent mms of these two adorable bags to Mr. Nestum. Asked which one is the one. And He didnt reply.


(Then I've decided to have this one!!! The winner! hehe. I use it right away!)




Then we went to Food Village and had a big meal of ChimChum.


(Trying to be an expert here. haha)



(This is how it looks. Mouth-watering stuff!!)



(Yum yum yum~ Ready to dig in!!)

And in the middle of having these tastiest meal, I got a text from Mr. Nestum, telling me to pick the No.2 bag (which I bought it earlier). I told him I bought that one. Its kinda awesome to feel that we actually have a same taste. hehe. Making me loving him even more. :)

It was a blast night. I love you Amy! Thank you for everything. Wouldnt forget it forever!

This is when the betrayal begun.

feelin like wanna strangle the only person who gives me the burden of a lifetime.