Wednesday, September 28, 2011

The past and The future.

Today I met my precious Mr.Nestum, we ate "Sup Belut" and stuffed our belly with tasty dishes.
It is my last day seeing him, for now. I have to go to KL tomorrow for my convocation ceremony on 1st of OCT 2011 at PICC.
I felt a lift of a joy when I get the chance to meet him. I can feel his warmth and love from his sweet smile. The smile that reminds me how fortunate I am for having him in my life.

I asked his permission to have his ring. The ring which he always wore everyday. I wanna make it as a memorable token for my convo ceremony. And yes, as always, I'm missing him already.
I hope he will stay loyal when I'm gone. I give him my full respect for his patience, loyalty and faithfulness. Yes, I love him so much. :)

Enough said, I'm filling my bag with Baju Kurung. Right~ "Baju Kurung". A convenient wardrobe for a formal ceremony, which I never wore before. I HAVE to wear it on THE day.

That is the feed for 1st of OCT '11, I wanna share with you guys what happened on Mr.Nestum's birthday, he picked me up that day, and brought me to the mall. We walked around hand in hand, window shopping and apparently I cant resist myself when I spotted few nice shirts in PDI store. We bought 5 T-shirts. Two for him and three for me, (of course I got more).

Well, forward to my birthday, we didnt spend much time because we were far apart from each other. But we spoke for 24hrs that day. He always been there for me. Cherished me whenever I'm feeling down. And pull me to be more grounded when I forgot when I'm standing. When we met, exactly on 3rd of Syawal, he picked me up with his black car. And as soon as I'm in the car, making myself comfortable, wearing the sitbelt on, he said, "I came with a friend today". I wondered, there is no other human being in the car except us. I looked at the back sit and I saw this adorable BIG white and creamy teddy bear sitting there. I was like "OMG!!! A teddy bear!!"

And you know how that goes, "oh Hubby, you're so sweet! TQ" etc etc~

That was what happened for the past month. Our birthday. :)

Hari raya this year, we didnt get the chance to dressed up in our maroon outfit. And didnt have the chance to snap some pictures. T__T

But we went to few of our friend's openhouse. We stuffed our belly again (but he just ate a small porpotion of meals and started to smoke ciggarates) as ALWAYS~

I enjoyed staying home with my lovely sister, Amy. I miss her.
And now, I'm starting to shape up my own future. After my convocation ceremony, I hope I can take MUET and apply UPU to further studies in TESL. I know, the field is out of my diploma field. But somehow, I want to chase for what I love and carry on to satisfy my passion in English Literature. InsyaAllah.

Anyway, there will be lots more delay for the next entry. As ALWAYS. :)

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Rajin bace, malas taip

da lme gaks ar kot aku xhapdet blog neh.
loads of stuff happened since last few months.
Happy Eid! Our birthdays! My posting moments.

Damn! now i've realized how fast time passes by.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

White Lion's Lady by Tina St. John

An epic English novel based on English fiction, ventures through a journey with romantic, lust and exciting action between two forbidden love birds from different part of world.

An innocent young girl who fell in love with a future knight, grew up holding her dreams to meet up with her precious knight again. An honorable knight who once an abandoned baby, left from his maternal mother in front of a great ruling castle. Raised with full skill and honor.

Somehow, they met in an awkward positions where both are unfamiliar to each other, fought and spoke of curses. An exciting and mesmerizing beauty of their journey led to an astonishment.

I enjoy reading this book very much. Taken aback from the delicate English literature and their imaginations.

What would be my next book to read eyh?

Sunday, July 3, 2011

- Ape ek -

Bosan nye..
I love blogging but I'll blog whenever I feel like to...

Saturday, June 25, 2011

You're the reason why..

We fight and we made up again.
'cause that is LOVE.

no more same arguments. please~
we love each other and that is THAT!


Friday, June 10, 2011

Today's Tribute.

Hurm, there is not a lot to talk about.

i miss him yet i'm broken.

i love him yet we're far apart.

what else should i do?

push him away is better than hurting him more and more in the future. rite?

maybe its because of the constant argument, made me feels like i'm nobody.

for the worst part, i think i'm losing myself.

is there more that i can do?

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

_i.need.new.blog.skin_

da bosan la skin neh.
ades, nak letak ape plak ea.
hurmmm~