saya nak kete.

Cuaca membrona lagik.
bile Musim ujan lebat neh, banyak kali jgk ler aku terponteng kelas.
Maklumla, aku neh ngn moto.
Sbb tu aku nak kete!!!!
ahak, koya ler.
Lesen pown xde, nak kete.
Try mtk ngn ayah, nak nye bekok dahi aku neh kne ketuk. huhu.

adei, arap cuaca gini xberlarutan la eks...
kalo x, tersimpul elok surat cinta dr lecturer ade ditangan aku.
tak nak ler 1st time dpt warning letter...

Smayang hajat neh, supaya matahari muncul. =]

Breaking point

I told him how I felt when he didn't listen, he forgot and when he doesnt respond.
And now, I promise to myself not to share anymore.
Because, he thought that I wanna pick a fight. =]

I cried. But I dont want to. The tears just kept pouring down. hahaha!

I remember the day that I was talking to him, in his car, sharing about my days, I looked at him, he sat there, driving the car, focusing on the road.
I kept talking and talking, but I stopped when his friend called. Guess what, he didnt ask me to continue or ask anything about what I just said. Then I just stopped talking and staring at the scenery I passed by.

He asked me why am I being so quiet? I said nothing. I guess he doesnt even remember what I was sharing about. =]

It happened few times before. But today, when he forgot about something that I already told him, I had a meltdown. But I'm okay! Seriously, I just dont know why the tears keeps pouring. hahahahahahahha!

And today, I've promised myself, not to share anything anymore. Its not really that important.
Maybe I talked a lot. Maybe hes not interested.

And maybe, I'm the only one who is in love.
Yeah, maybe. =]

* OH! Header *

Ahaks!
Ntah ler nape arini rase syok sediri plak. huhuhu.
Beso je header da mcm banner.
muke² aku plak. wahahahahhaha

Lantar ler. PUAS ATI!!!

Ekah - 2

(this is the symbol of his heart, which he gave it to me, for me to keep it)

(this is his art of us)

(this is an art from an amazing artist, Azharuddin a.k.a Toinie, which is my ex)

(Azrul draw this for me using his drawing touchpad with a sensor pen. I forgot what he called it)

(Azrul made a vector of me!)



btw, FIY, I am totally over my Ex's. Because I have Mr. Nestum whom I care so much about.
I post it 'cause I found it in my photobucket account. huhuhu. Its an awesome feeling to take a look at these again.

Ekah

This video was made by Azrul (my ex), I love it so much 'cause he is so talented and I admit it, this is awesome!!

Can u?

Will you be my listener?
Or a shoulder for me to lean on?
Respond to every details I share?
Or to laugh with me even its not funny?

Will you ever think of me in your every steps?
Or to figure out a way to help me when I'm in need?
Will you be my bestfriend and a lover at the same time?
Pamper me when I turned the other way?

Will you notice if I'm hurt when you seems like you didnt care?
Treat me like a queen for awhile?

Or maybe I'm just asking too much out of you.
But, can you at least listen to what I'm babbling about?
And dont just be quiet and wait until I'm finished?

Yes, perhaps I'm asking too much.

Cyber freak!

I got a week off after the teribble news from college. So, I've been sitting on my butt, doin' nothin' for 6days. The boredom starts to running up, so I've explored my long lost account. Twitter, Myspace, Tagged. Its been so excited to look back to my old status posts. ahak!
In fact, hilarious!! hahaha.

The mood came back to me in posting new entry on my blog.

The week off is pretty much, BORING 'cause I can't really go out. Its been raining for days and days. Even my laundry is getting sucks 'cause it seems like never gonna DRY!!!

I can't go out hangin' out with my friends due to the rainy days. Siti, Qaira went back to their hometown. So, basically, the holiday is just full of eatin' activities.

Mr. Nestum was like "Go jog! you're putting more weights day by day"
and I was like "Okaaay DAD~"

But, I never go jog. hahaha.

So, thats it, the BORING holiday continues~