Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Dissapointed

Feeling sorry and regret,
I can't let myself to forget,
Dissapointment is what I will get,
But I won't let myself to be trapped.

I think I get what I wanted,
But I was stranded,
I keep on falling away,
Letting myself to astray.

I have showed my love,
All the passion I have,
But I keep on walking,
Far away from I was standing.

Commitment is what I'm lacking,
I cant keep on running,
But I make myself clear,
That my love is pure.

I'm partially try to ensure,
But he was insecure,
From bad to worst,
I will always be here.

Boundaries

Opened up my eyes,
The sunrise shining through,
Hard to see, hard to breath,
Imagine how difficult life could be.

Sometimes I was wrong,
Can't tell that I was right,
Sometimes I was weak,
Can't keep my mind strike.

Other times I was broken,
I try to look strong,
Sometimes it can't be spoken,
For I am being wrong.

Sometimes I know,
Sometimes I pretend not to know,
Aware of my own sake,
I know that my words are fake.

I'm tired of telling stories,
When I know that it was histories,
Pretend that I was cherised,
For God's sake, I know my boundaries.

My Work

NEVER


Never, sounds a long duration,
It can stir up my emotion,
Never wanted to show,
Even its time to glow.

Few years has passed,
Never, still seems complicated,
I need to think fast,
As long as I can be dedicated.

I will never say never,
To the bright future,
To the things that are sure,
I can't be a loser.

I went to my bed,
With a thought in my head,
If I can make it work,
I might rule the world.

Minatku

Aku neh dari dulu suke sangat create poem. Poem yang agak xhebat neh diinspirasikan oleh orang paling dekat dengan hati aku. Ilham datang bila perasaan ini perlu diluahkan.

Dulu aku simpan sume poem aku lam satu buku. Buku neh ilang lepas aku cuti semester aritu. Lama gaks aku cari. Merata tempat aku tengok, tp ta jumpe. Tapi lucky me, masa aku kemas uma, aku terjumpa balik buku poem aku neh. So, aku nak kongsi ngan korang poem aku. Enjoy~

STANDING
Singing the love song alone,
Wondering how long I will be home,
The uncertain future is pale,
It makes me harder to inhale.
Emotions are running low,
I can feel my sorrow,
By watching the time flow,
I'm not sure what I know.
Listening to the miracle sound,
It give me some peace,
It bring myself to the ground,
The sound that bring me at ease.
I know I can fight,
Stand up when it gets hard,
Open up to see the light,
As long as I'm smart,
I know how to begin,
I realize I'm not losing,
In fact, I am still standing.
Cherish
The joyful feelings,
Happy hours that have meanings,
Having you would be fulfilling,
Being here with you is enjoying.
I can't see myself,
For who I really was,
You are my shelter,
You shine up my stars,
You makes my days,
From dull to enjoyable,
Bring me strength when I'm not able.
Cherish me, spoil me,
Have fun with me,
Shine right through me,
As long as you stay,
Our love won't be astray.
Five Kisses
Five kisses to show,
From first on the cheek,
Down to the fifth,
It all started with a kiss.
1st kiss on her cheek,
Brings up her smile,
She is not a hot chick,
Bring the joy from thousand mile.
2nd kiss on her forehead,
Show that he is one step ahead,
Loving him is the best thing,
It brings a whole new meaning.
Come to the 3rd kiss,
The one that she will miss,
A kiss on her hand,
She don't wants it to end.
Down to the 4th kiss,
He is the one she miss,
For he is her lover,
For now and forever.
Finally, the last kiss,
The kiss on her lips,
Makes her feel healed,
And both heart are sealed.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Evening tea at Dayu's home


Aku enjoy giler spend time ngan member aku. Itu je moments yang aku leh jadi diri aku sendiri. Aku akan kongsi ketawa and kebahagiaan bsama mereka yg memahami. Fatah mang ske amek berat sal member2 len. Incuding me. Kitorunk slalu try tlg satu sama lain.

Tapi sedeyh sbb reunion asek xjadik je as planned. Rindu ah classmate a.k.a soulmate aku. huhu.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

SLeepy

Esok de jamuan uma fizan, xsabo ase... makan2!!!
As for today, aku ngn Fizan nk kua g mydin, pastu potong wambut...
Spupu aku de masok ward, paru2 brair.. Sian tol..

Aku ngntok jek nek moto.. Pi jalan2 buang masa ngn fizan.. ske!!!!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Throw my hands up!!!

Saadah: membutakan hatinya pd CINTA, wa respek lu saad!!

Faiq :membenci pompuan, terluka skali, serik dowh~

Fizan :baru jek balik dari ipoh, xsabar nk lepak ngn ko beb~

Siti :happy go lucky cam slalu, byk citer sal family die, tp jarang dgr mslh aku.. ko tetap ko beb~

Yana :tlg hantar ko pi tesen bas, ko nak balik Dungun.. Aku hanya dpt spend masa ngn ko time ko mtk tlg jek.. nasib~

Raziey :asek risau jek aku curang.. Lepak ar.. =)

Miss Afnie : "Sila redeem adiah awk, sy xkan simpan lama2.." adiah sbb dpt fullmark test.. Leks ar miss, ader masa i jumpa u ek.. hahahaah.. Kerek~

Ibu :"bowok molek muto ekah, jgn koya" agak risau aku xcdent lagik.. hehehe..

Dad :"muto tu byk jgk punoh" agak risau sal moto yg nk kne repair.. lalalaala.. Common~

Mir :sweet + evil sissy at the same time..

Amir :a bro who lost his respect towards me..

Watak2 lam idup aku.. All the babes and the dudes..

Watak2 yg ader lam idup aku..